struggling

I'm struggling against adversity.
I'm struggling my way through the crowd.
How could I solve my problem?
Exactly, I don't know.
But, I'm changing......just changing my atitude to right way.

I don't confusing....
But I often feelin' sad...as you know.
Something,Someone and Me....myself make me sad.
For example, I'm sad at my talent,environment or my steady.
On the other hand, I'm grad at them.

There is no all-powerful solution.
I'm looking for the key....just key!